i'm supposed to be writing a blog entry about how i get discouraged so easily. but when you're discouraged about writing, it's hard to write about it.

but i know it's relevant. especially when i'm about to embark on a diet tomorrow.

but nano is different. i can force myself to exercise and to eat well, but i just can't force creativity, or good writing. i tried tonight and failed miserably. and it makes me want to abandon the whole project.

i'd like to believe i won't abandon my weight loss plan, but who knows -- after a bad day, i might end up turning to junk food, or skipping exercise. i don't want to do that, though. i need to lose weight, and i need to get in shape. for my health, it's important that i stick with this. so i'm going to, even if i have momentary setbacks.

nano, though -- well, i don't know. i guess we'll see how i feel tomorrow. but right now, it doesn't look too good.