like, gag me with a spoon

having the stomach flu can be good for a diet. or really bad. bad, because the only thing you feel like eating is ice cream. that, combined with the sugar of the ginger ale, and the carbs in the crackers -- well, it makes for a high-fat illness diet.

and then comes the giant pizza you consume when you finally start feeling better.

yeah. i'm there.

back to the diet on monday, though. gotta get rid of this fat.

i'm supposed to be writing a blog entry about how i get discouraged so easily. but when you're discouraged about writing, it's hard to write about it.

but i know it's relevant. especially when i'm about to embark on a diet tomorrow.

but nano is different. i can force myself to exercise and to eat well, but i just can't force creativity, or good writing. i tried tonight and failed miserably. and it makes me want to abandon the whole project.

i'd like to believe i won't abandon my weight loss plan, but who knows -- after a bad day, i might end up turning to junk food, or skipping exercise. i don't want to do that, though. i need to lose weight, and i need to get in shape. for my health, it's important that i stick with this. so i'm going to, even if i have momentary setbacks.

nano, though -- well, i don't know. i guess we'll see how i feel tomorrow. but right now, it doesn't look too good.