WHY do all of my posts end up with weird spacing? even when i go in and edit them time after time after time??!!!

guns & poses

this week, i'm sick. coughing, puking, whining. that kind of wonderful sick. and i hate it. last week, i had an elbow injury that kept me from doing much besides going for one run (the rest of the week it rained). and now this stupid illness has me down for all of this week. and who knows when my lungs will be ready to handle running or jillian or any of that fun again.

but anyway. in my lying around on the couch, i've been watching random shit, and today's randomness came in the form of a movie i saw a few years ago called "the gymnast." damn, i'd forgotten how unbelievably buff dreya weber is.

see what i mean? that girl makes me feel like getting up and going for a six-hour run. well, if i weren't sick, that is. she's just a tad too muscular for my tastes (all that aerial work makes her neck too...bulgy or something), but still -- i'd kill to have those abs and arms and legs. wouldn't you? i know she's done all the aerial choreography for p!nk and cher and all those people, but i think she's also involved in the whole p90x thing. i think they even named some moves after her or something? i've been hearing a lot about it, but i still don't exactly know what it's about. but if it could help me look like that, well, maybe i should at least read about it.

ugh. i need to get better already. my fat is expanding day by fucking day.